Tuesday, October 10, 2006
[*p.Er.Hap$*] ...perhaps you may think that life was just a cycle where you live and die.
perhaps you may think that everything was just pure coincidental.
perhaps you may feel now that life is not easy and was never meant to be.
perhaps you may feel that everything in your life doesn't make sense at all.
but whatever the "perhaps" are in my life, i know that everything happened for a reason. cos God exist and whatever things that unfold in my life, is in accordance to His plan for me. though i may be afraid, of the many things that life threatens to take away from me, especially the outcome of loosing some, i know that everything will be alright. it will be.
had banner painting for choir today. much thanks to the people who weren't in my group, but without any condition or expectation, rendered their help which really enabled us to complete the banner today. it was a great job well done guys! i really appreciate it and i'm grateful for it.
did not have any mood for the chinese mock today. didn't want to do it but did it in the end. there isn't a choice cos i didn't want to fail it, hence i did the paper. i guess no one wanted to do the paper today. everyone is tired from the examinations. we need a break. but i guess we won't have one coming anythime soon cos there'll be choir on wednesday, thursday, friday after school and we'll be in school for the whole day on saturday for the CJC OPEN HOUSE.
so much work has to be done, but we were notified so last minute. can't people plan ahead, for the future? it's really not nice having to rush things especially when last minute notice is the cause of it. but what can be done? i'm not a person who can make such changes.
i'm in a very stoned mood now and probably for the next few days. i have no energy and i'm very tired, not just physically but mentally too. i need a short break where i can really rid myself of all the stress and anxiety! but i wonder when i can do that.
results will be out and whether i'm staying or leaving is also gonna be an issue here. i really wanna leave but i don't wanna give up halfway if i can make it. and since i've made the choice, unless God wants me to leave, i guess i'll stay. yup.
love,
cheryn ...
posted at 10/10/2006 08:50:00 pm
